*Is suffering the sensation of boredom*

I severely need motivation to even lift a finger for studying.

*Head falls flat again*

UGH!

This week has all been entailed with stories of two-timing cheaters, domestic violence, self mutilation stories, teenage pregnancies, same-sex attractions coming out into the open, teenagers running away from their home but on top of theat the trivial news of a Deb and the announcement of a Bloc Party concert. My head evidently spins from this, not forgetting to mention I am in Year 12.

Sure I don't want this to be the reality but for some reason unlike other times, I instead accept this is of such a nature yet I do believe it should all calm down somehow. Usually, I would foster huge anxiety and ask why but no.

Maybe it is all about going into action.

This just a random thought.

Just spilling out another sequence of thoughts.

Boredom seeps in the timid spaces between.
A new love disperses with more uncertainty.
The past fades prominently to a memory.
I can't hold what I thought I had.
Hope disintegrates to something else.
Lessons learns turn out to be mistakes.
He is something I never thought.
Money is so commercial but so necessary.
Tears are never cried when they should be.
Sleep is so far from home.
The world watches our lives combust.
We remain happy.

Another random association of what can be probably some pointless mix of words to me is simply the complexity of my mind in this instance. It's 12:30 and I should be sleeping yet still the obsessed and emotionally riddled dreamer that I've always been.

I pray sooner or later, something is clearer. Whatever God is up there if there even is one, they are sure tuned in having a laugh at our regrettable expense.

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Friends/Peers known in real life

Tagged by

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair. Need to keep it smooth!

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
From Dangerfield, black with red crosses on it. Punk/Emo.. I'm happy

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
He smoked. No go!

4. Do you plan outfits?
Never. I randomly grab them out of my wardrobe.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Suffering from a pins and needles pulsing around in my foot.

7. Who was the last person you kissed?
*stares at Iain*

8. Person before that?
*does not want to think about it*

10. What are you craving right now?
RISOTTO!

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Salad?

12. Do you make prank calls?
I only observe others attempting prank calls.

13. Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
Nah.

14. Do you sleep with any stuff animals?
I sleep with only underwear, it would be weird to include stuffed animals.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
Depends how the dance goes.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Pfft... Like I have the energy.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Depends how much ice cream remains.

18. Do you like anyone right now?
Like or love?

19. What do you think of crickets?
*Walks all over them*

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
*Remembers Aus Idol*

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
Brilliant!

22. What are you listening to right now?
Was listening to Dire Straits 'Money For Nothing

25. Would you go sky diving?
FUCK YES!

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Of course, only with the highest quality titanium knife set. Only to promote of course!

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
Potatos should be treated better than touch George W. Bush.

28. Is there anything sparkly on you?
My eyes...when i'm lost.

30. Do you rent movies often?
Movies. Pfft!

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
International Students! Hah!


34. Can you count backwards from 74?
I am afraid my logic is limited.

35. Who are you going to be with tonight??
Alone wiht my thoughts. Pfft.. My trustworthy i-pod of course.

36. Brown or white egg?
White thanks

38. Ever been on a train?
Been on enough train line sin this city of Melbourne.

39. Ever told someone you loved them?
I've said it so much that it has lost all it's meaning. Course there has been enough instances of absolute awkwardness in saying 'I love you' in some instances.

40. Do you have a cell phone?
I only got one this year. Amazing!

41. Are you a virgin?
*shifty eyes*

42. Any kids?
Lov ekids but not for me.

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
Sleeping in and then Knoxxing it. *shakes fist at Steven*

44. Ever had cream puffs?
Delicious!

45. Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
Asian. Nuff said.

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
I'll stick to the band thanks.

47. What was the last question you asked?
Which friends do you imagine you'd still be with following the end of school?

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Supposed ot be a Rise Against album but probably was UNKLE - War Stories.

49. What is/was your bus number for school?
I live too close to the school, hence my lateness.

51. Is your hair curly?
I wish it was wavy.

52. Last time you cried?
A week ago.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
I'm not that clumsy

54. Ever walked UP a wall?
Yes I have. Did not hurt myself.

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
Nani wa?

56. Favorite time of the year?
Love all seasons but probably the summer holidays.

57. Whats your favorite number?
11. I don't know why!

58. Favorite colours?
Black is unfortunately a shade so I will argue between deep purple, blood red or sea blue.

59. Do you have any piercings?
Anticipating an eyebrow piercing and consulting with others about a lip ring and some ear piercings.

60. Do you have any tattoos?
Desiring fallen angel/tribal tattoos across my back and over my arm all in black. This will murder me

61.Who was the last person you held hands with?
Olivia Platek. Feel special Liv!

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No, I can be decent!

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
Fail It was not taken!

64. Why was your default picture taken?
Fail! It Was not taken

66. How do you feel about 'love'?
A certain name comes to mind. Alex knows who

67. What is your favorite animal?
Humans. We are animals and so damn complex.

69. Do you have good vision?
Probably murdered it.

70. Can you hula hoop?
I love dancing but I have a fickle skill with such entertainment skills.

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Been there, done that. I'd be a hypocrite anyways.

72. Do you have a job?
*Suffers a bout of depression*. It's jsut not fair. *Hugs Aimee*

74. What are you wearing?
Still have my school pants on, a textured skivvy and a plain shirt underneath with white socks.

75. What does your hair look like?
An extended fringe. The hair should be white blonde though.

76. Ever climbed out a window?
In and out. Why does that sound so sexual?

77. Can you handle the truth?
I know Tash. I could handle it.

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Chips. IT is my love.

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
Rarely because I will converse for a pointless period.

80. What's the longest you talked to someone on the phone?
I beleive between five to six hours.

81. Do you hate/dislike more than 3 people?
PRetty much over really hating anybody. Disliking on the other hand.

83. Are you sarcastic?
I am Mr. Sarcasm! *Captain wave*

84. Have you ever slapped someone?
On top of punching, sitting, kicking, perving, oggling, grabbing butts. It's all fair game to me. I sound extremely chauvinistic I realise.

85. Do looks matter?
Needed to gain the attraction in the first place.

86. Do you use chapstick?
Sometimes. MY lips are horrific at times.

87. Are you too forgiving?
I am too honest, and love too much. So incompletely.

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Unfortunately my mind fials to differentiate this from everything that surrounds,

89. Do you own a gun?
SARAH!!!

90. Where are you located?
"somewhere over the rainbow"

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
Some kid's castle is enough.

92. Do you like your hair?
I desire for it to be a white blonde color. I require a punky attitude.

93. Do you like yourself?
On the whole, I do.


95. question deleted.
DAMN!

96. When was the last time you talked on aim?
Never use it.

97. Random statement:
I admire the derogatory insult to the living earth you propose yourself to be. Instead, my behaviour assaults you riddling you of any remaining morbidness due to comparison dissolving when it aggravates mine.


99. What are you doing today?
Sleeping and relaxing and possibly seeing the Dark Knight.

100.

Fail!

It's about time I actually complete those tagged activities. Sorry Tatte for not doing your one.

tagged me
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
.:Characters:.
Rose (female), Layla (female), Tyler (male), Senkar (male)

1) How old are you?
Rose: Guess it..
Layla: I'm 21.
Tyler: *rolls eyes* 18 years old. Party-time
Senkar: 20 years old and 9 months. I'm special

2) Height?
Rose: *Stares up at everyone else viciously*
Tyler: Need we say more?

3) Got any bad habits?
Tyler: Typical male habits. I have better things to do than list them.
Rose: Frankly, our minds need to be able to sleep tonight so good on for you shutting up.
Tyler: You know I could always...
Layla: *Hits Tyler on the face leaving him unconscious*
Senkar: *Stares in amazement*


4) You a virgin?
*Group stare with a smirk at the now unconscious Tyler*
Rose: Clearly, it's easy to figure out.

7) Favorite food?
Senkar: Hand me the Italian food
Tyler: *Getting back up gradually*
Rose Anything! *sits on Tyler*
Layla: *Grab recipe book*

10) Hate anyone?
All: *Everyone stares at each other and smiles, then agree to look immediately at Tyler*

12) Love anyone?
All: *Group continues staring at Tyler*

13) Tacos?
Layla: I do make certain exceptions
Rose: But they delightful
Senkar: Beep
Layla *Assumes to back-up why Tacos are terrible*


15) Eye colors?
All: *Everyone screams random colours*
*A physical fight ensues*



16) Hair?
Senkar: Blondes. *Nods head while dreaming*
Layla: Punky. I mean it's not for me but anyways...It's dangerous, enjoyable, I can't think of anything else to say.
Rose: Obviously none of yours you morons.
Tyler: *Springs up from the ground* Green!
Senkar/Layla/Rose: *Shake head in dismay*

17) Fat/Average/Slim?
Tyler: Anything *drools*
Everyone else: Tragic bastard

18) Rain, sunshine?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Sunshine
Tyler: Rain

19) Pool, beach?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Beach
Tyler: Pool!

20) Camping, or staying home?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Camping
Tyler: Staying home

21) Dog or cat?
Senkar/Rose/Layla: Dot
Tyler: *shrugs shoulders*
Rose: Prick

22) Believe in aliens?
Tyler: Only for weirdos!
Senkar: Coming from the guy who started crying last time we went camping.
Tyler: *Shoots an evil glare to Senkar*
Rose: *giggles*


23) What do you do to relax?
Layla: Let us not get into it for our sanity's sake
Tyler: C'mon!!! You knwo it..
Senkar: *Hits Tyler unconscious*

24) Car or ship?
All conscious: Car!


25) What is your job?
Layla: Bricklayer! *Flexes muscles*
Senkar: *Looking elsewhere* Marketer...
Rose: Beauty Therapist *Flicks her hair*


26) Any unusual things about you?
Layla: Remember the previous question?
Rose: Could be worse. But I am not saying mine. It's a secret
Senkar: You can say. We're all friends.
Rose: Never.
Senkar: *Continues pleading*

27) Boy or girl?
All: *everyone looks down

28) Favorite place?
Rose: Gardens. So much colours!
Senkar: Boxing arena
Layla: *Twiddles thumb*
Tyler: *Waking up again*

29) Do you like pancakes?
All: Indeed so!


30) Last words?
All: Umm...
Tyler: *Wakes up*
Rose: Actually, I know.
Layla: What could it be missy?
Rose:*Knocks Tyler out again*
Senkar: Lovable bunch indeed.
All conscious: *Walk off into the sunset*



God that is crappy. That was so long. I stopped caring pretty early.

I tag..